I'm so confused

I didn't remember writing the last blog entree. I didn't know that I was still doing things like that. I'm a bit freaked out right now! I like at least KNOWING what my body is doing!!!!!!!
Well, now that I know that someone wants to blog I think I'll start to keep up with this blog again.
It's been a tough year, but God is taking care of us. Both Alan's dad and my dad are dying and I don't expect either of them to make it until Christmas. I think Alan's mom is doing better with it that Kris is, but maybe that's because she has Lisa there with her and Kris is alone with Daddy. I feel bad that I haven't done anything for any of them but my health isn't too good either. I'm not dying, but I am afraid I'm going to get Daddy sick, so I haven't gone to see him in a while.
That brings me to my health. Other that blogging when I didn't know I was blogging, I'm not doing very well. They have been checking me for MS, but I don't have lesions on mu brain. Problem is all my symptoms seem to point to MS. I don't know what's going on. My neurologist is referring me to UT Southwest. They are supposed to be really good.
I have a bit of a migraine right now, so I'll end for today but I'll try to remember to post more later!

Whent to Nerou Dr. today 8-24-88

They said is wasn't me, but they can tell me what it is. They just jeep saming it'd a bunch of non-related symptops. Sounds pretty fishy too me!

What do you think????????


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Whent to NeruoDr. Today

They said it isn't MS, which I guess is good, but Now I feel like I'm back at square 1. I still don't know what's going on. I don't know if I need a proetisis for my foot drop. I don't know if I schooter is good enough or if I'm gonns need a power chair. I still feel like I'm going downhill and I have no diagnonisi to back it it

. I just don't know what to do? I will talk to the DARS guy, but I dpn]t think ke'll ge able to hel me...... esp.. sincr :nothingd really wrong mr mr!"
What's the point if I'm going nr thr likr thr id redt if my likr? At lesdt if I knew eomethinh@


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